a muse is a wonderful thing... but why does the life of the artist seem so difficult at times? Is it the road we walk? you can be surrounded by friends and still feel lost in a sea of loneliness... bored. I think i create to fill that void. it can feel so good sometimes, sometimes just weighs you down. The only thing left to do is chug along until the next muse surprises you when you least expect it. And thats what its about... otherwise why would we create? We are the only creatures on the planet capable of what we do, and people squander their talents, consumed by what high society deems worth our time... Days seems to blur these days, vivid dreams, and a longing for that feeling of wholeness... this just in! Nobody cares unless you WOW them.

I think Im in love-- Its a shame that shes in NY and im in AZ-- Hopefully one day, the universe will bring us together.